the graph is up and down

There's still something wrong inside me but i try my best to surf this life. A long the way, i meet with so many people and at the same time, i must say goodbye to many of them. I don't know what's coming and i also don't know if i am ready for changes. But that is the story. For this time being, my life is filled with retoric that come from others or my own stupidity. Once there was a dream. Right now, everything just faltered. I would say this is a statement from a broken soul. Day by day, i put a mask in front of everybody until the mask become the face itself naturally. I can't let down people's expectation. They put their trust on me, something that i always feel a burden for me to carry. Today story is different from yesterday. Yet i kept on going and going and going. I do feel nothing when i'm on my own ground. However, that is the choice that i made. that is where i am....