soMeTHiNg

Here's the story.

I got a phone call. They needed me back there.

I am too afraid to went back. But i push myself through. Everything is in a hush and rush. I do it because i can't forget my promise. but i'm still afraid... until now.

My car break down. I stop by at some remote place called 'Machap'. what do you know, i left my car and took a bus to get there. Biggest stupid gambling that shouldn't be done

Arrive there, eat a burger, do the show, meet old friends and make new one also. Something doesn't change. It's nice to have friends.

Wake up the next day with the same clothes and continue to wear it. wash my face and watch my handphone went down to the toilet bowl. Life works in mysterious idiotic way.

Took a bus back to where i left the car. thank god, everything in place. except i got to bring it to the workshop. Watch RM300 fly in front of me.

Back home. I'm still afraid. maybe that's what i always be.

that's the story